just another post about wanting to move. 

it's tiring living somewhere where you feel like noone's on your side.   it's tough.

if i moved back home i'd have people around who were on my side.  i would have my family.

mostly, i worry about the availability of jobs.  jobs that would be interesting or even jobs in my field.   jobs that aren't walmart or jobs that aren't in the prison.  what would i do?

i wish i were in the financial position to just move closer to home.  not too far, but just close enough.  a city slightly bigger than home.  there aren't many to choose from.  i've thought baton rouge, maybe.  shreveport?  jackson?  new orleans?  lafayette?  lately i've been looking at natchitoches and it seems really nice.